no one knows where our secrets go.

this is one kind of a diary.
most likely it involves short moments of my life, little declarations of love, that might have something to do with hardcore punk, straight edge, queer politics, literature, academic life, the sea, my dogs or the city i live in (helsinki, finland).
or something completely different.




Beautiful collection of straight boys interacting with a bisexual for hopefully the first time in their lives.

Please say you’re not friends with them anymore

Omg that’s so gross

the “Im a huge lesbo” one hurt me….

(via eyetoeyetoeye)

i am myself
like you somehow
i’ll hold the pain
release me


i will scream my lungs out
‘til it fills this room

what i learn from male authors

Male Writer:

Ah, anniversary jokes are so funny. Because chicks always hate it when you don't remember anniversaries! A plus gold very original

Male Writer:

Mother in laws amirite?

Male Writer:

My male character who is an author insert of myself pines after a woman I used to pine after in high school. Then they have sex. This is good literature.

Male Writer:

Ugh female books are so romance filled

Male Writer:

And girl fanfics, so mary suey

Male Writer:

Now listen about this original middle aged man who is an expert in everything, suffers from ennui, looks like me, acts like me, and gets all the girls i want.

Male Writer:

She was sexy in an alluring, boring way, filled with purple prose and riddled with objectification

Male Writer:

If i make a female character parrot my misogynistic views, they cease to be misogynistic! Are you saying you don't respect my fake female characters opinions, feminists?

Male Writer:

a good action girl is one who looks hot at all times

Male Writer:

If the female main character got in an asskicking line, my work is Feminist with a capital F and no one can criticize me

Specifically White Male Writer:

Heroic tropes are so overdone. I'm going to create a boring white guy with stubble to be a completely original antihero no one has ever seen before TM.

Same Guy:

It's original because he is a jerk who gets away with bad behavior, just like I wish i could.

Another Specifically White Male Writer:

It's in my universe to only have white men do things in my book. I mean, don't you care about historical accuracy

Same Guy:

I mean, it's a generic fantasy verse with no real life time period equivalent and i haven't done any research, but i'm SURE that it's historically accurate. To that dark mideval dragon fighting europe period

Same Guy:

Where in Europe? Who cares!

Male Writer:

There is no better way to introduce a female character to a male character than by him saving her.

Male Writer:

Characters hating each other is good sexual tension!

Male Writer:

One female character and five male characters is a good team balance

Male Writer:

If my female character chooses to act in a sexist tropey way, it's not sexist. In fact, because she CHOSE to do it, it is Feminist.

Male Writer:

I am original


Journey to the center of the Earth

This is one of the most intriquing man-made things on this planet.

“As he turned to go he heard the train. He stopped and waited for it. He could feel it under his feet. It came boring out of the east like some ribald satellite of the coming sun howling and bellowing in the distance and the long light of the headlamp running through the tangled mesquite brakes and creating out of the night the endless fenceline down the dead straight right of way and sucking it back again wire and post mile on mile into the darkness after where the boilersmoke disbanded slowly along the faint new horizon and the sound came lagging and he stood still holding his hat in his hands in the passing groundshudder watching it till it was gone. Then he turned and went back to the house.”

—   cormac mccarthy, all the pretty horses
Pearl Jam - Corduroy

take my hand not my picture

(Source: currentrotation)

this infinite love i feel for propagandhi. and for a job, where i can listen to it all i want.
Pearl Jam - Last Exit

let the ocean dissolve away my past

(Source: jollyrogerrunupthemast)

(Source: bzzbzzwhrrlclick, via 185hz)


Lindsey A. Schulz